Anonymous asked: after you told me to fuck off? im good thanks.

Because you were having a go at me.

Anonymous asked: i do have depression, i have a sad blog though. i suck it up.

Well, if you really knew me you’d know, that im a nice person. I care about others. If you want to talk to me, come off anon. I try and be there for you. I could try and help.

Anonymous asked: i wasnt trying to be mean, but you decided to be slack and pathetic. two can play at that game. you tell me how the fuck im supposed to stop being abused? its not like i can just say stop and he will go away. i have NO ONE at all. i dont even go to school, i havent been in over a year. my friends dont even know who i am in the street anymore. at least you have a family. all i do is sit on tumblr, waiting to be hit again. seriously, appreciate what you do have

You can call the police? I’ve never said i have the worse life! If you looked up depression, you’d see that if someone has it, they feel sad and worthless for no reason. I’d appriecate it if you left me alone. I have nothing against you alone but im sick of getting judged. To you and everyone else, getting sick isn’t that bad but it really is. Its awful. We both have different problems, i understand how terrible getting hit all the time must be but to me, getting sick nearly everyday is just as bad.

Anonymous asked: "I don't want to wake up in the mornings, I don't want to be alive." really? Is that some sort of a sick joke? I'm not hating on you, but fuck, think about it. You could have so much of a worst life then you do. Your not the only person sick, but do you seem them making blogs like this? No. You may have "no friends" bit at least you have a family, you could be me. No mum, no dad. I live with my pop, who hits me everyday. So think about it, people would KILL to have your life. Fuck, appreciate it

Fuck, im sick of everyone judging. No, its not a joke to me, its serious! You may not have a mum and dad and your pop may hit you but thats not my fault. If you really think about it, you could do something about that, i can’t help being sick nearly everyday. Its easy for someone else to say, its not that bad getting sick, everybody gets sick but not as much as i do. On top of everything im going through i get bullied and made fun of. I may not be the only person who is sick but you try being sick nearly everyday and having to go to hospital all the time, having needles and tests done. No doctor knows whats wrong with me, that scares me. I’ve had operations, i’ve had to stay in hospital for over a week so many times i can’t remember and yet i still get judged about me complaining and making to be of a deal this but try being me for a week and you’d see why “I don’t want to wake up in the mornings”. Fuck you.

Anonymous asked: why the fuck do you even make blogs like this? theres girls out there that have been raped, mutilated, tortured, bruised and battered, girls with reasons to feel depressed but still they hold their heads up high and be strong, this bog is just seeking attention, you want all this shit coz of a 'brokenheart'? somebody needs to give you a good slap in the face to wake yu up to reality bitch.

Pathetic. Im not saying that i have the the worst life but i have been through so much. ‘Having a broken heart’ is just my url, it means nothing. Do you want to know what i’ve been through? Im sick at least twice a week, I’ve been in hospital more times than i can remember, im not aloud to go to school anymore because im sick to much and that means i don’t have many friends left and oh did i tell you that i’ve been to every doctor in every field of study and they don’t know whats wrong with me. Im constantly scared that whats wrong with me is bad or something and im so scared of getting sick again. Its awful. You have no idea what im going through, its bad enough you judged me about having depression just because i haven’t been “raped, mutilated, tortured, bruised and/or battered”. On top of all that i have all the normal worries a teenager has, such as being to fat, ugly, not smart enough and not good enough to do anything at all. But yet, i still don’t think i have the worst life.